"The Joy Of Life"

This is the true joy of life. The being used for a purpose
recognized by yourself as a mighty one. The being a force
of nature instead of a feverish and selfish clod of ailments
and grieving senses complaining that the world will not
devote itself to making you happy.
I am of the opinion that my life belongs to the whole
community and that as long as I live it is my privilege
to do for it whatever I can. I want to be thoroughly used
up when I die. For the harder I work, the more I live.
I rejoice in life for its own sake. Life is no brief
candle to me. It is a sort of splendid torch which I
have got to hold up for the moment, and I want to make
it burn as brightly as possible before handing it on
to future generations.
-George Bernard Shaw

A New Start

That's enough blaming others (including my parents) for my own shortcomings. It is time to take steps towards building my desired life . It is time to grow. I have always been terrible at balancing between my work, studies ,doing my hobbies and taking care of my soul. I am used to taking one step at a time. Most of the time I think untill when I am going on this way ? All in all I am NOT enjoying myself and my life at all. A typical Iranian life style. Worse than that I am escaping from accepting that ! I wish to be more positive from now on.

Are these big desires?..